7/27/2005
Memories are here to pass by.
They remind us of the simpler times
when we were much more careless
yet were such lucky young bastards.
Memories are here to poke shoulders,
and remind us of the harder tomorrows
where we planted our dreams and hopes
wishing that they will take away yesterdays'
unforgiveable mistakes
and bring brighter older days.
Memories are not here to stay,
they are only mannequins
of the things we wanted to be
but switched onto the very pretenders
in fancy and shiny dresses
of who we forgotten to be.
They remind us of the simpler times
when we were much more careless
yet were such lucky young bastards.
Memories are here to poke shoulders,
and remind us of the harder tomorrows
where we planted our dreams and hopes
wishing that they will take away yesterdays'
unforgiveable mistakes
and bring brighter older days.
Memories are not here to stay,
they are only mannequins
of the things we wanted to be
but switched onto the very pretenders
in fancy and shiny dresses
of who we forgotten to be.
7/16/2005
Jealousy is such an amazing feeling.
It driven us up and down the crazy life pathways.
It made us do things we hadn't thought about before.
It delivered us to places we have never been.
It killed the very person we were.
It changed the whole sanity concept in our heads.
Jealousy, my friends, is indeed such an amazing feeling.
[inspired by the song 'Hey, Jealousy!' by Gin Blossoms. Hey back.]
It driven us up and down the crazy life pathways.
It made us do things we hadn't thought about before.
It delivered us to places we have never been.
It killed the very person we were.
It changed the whole sanity concept in our heads.
Jealousy, my friends, is indeed such an amazing feeling.
[inspired by the song 'Hey, Jealousy!' by Gin Blossoms. Hey back.]
7/13/2005
Some people find love in romantic places,
some other find it in most beautiful scenarios.
While me...
I've found my love on a Shinkansen.
It driven me so fast,
and I really don't know
if it will drop me here
or will it take me
along these endless railways.
[dedicated to my only Geisha Doll...i love u]
some other find it in most beautiful scenarios.
While me...
I've found my love on a Shinkansen.
It driven me so fast,
and I really don't know
if it will drop me here
or will it take me
along these endless railways.
[dedicated to my only Geisha Doll...i love u]
7/02/2005
i had a nice weekend breakfast with an old friend this morning. and we talked bout how life & love can actually put you into someone else's dreams; wishes; demands; and plans. we both agreed that life is a big matrix (yes, yes, we're quite inspired by the famous-matrix-trilogy) instead. each and every one of us is waiting to be plugged into the master computer and then rely our lives onto that machine. it's only a matter of time. they will get to you somehow. as long as you have the passion for living your life to the fullest; as long as you dare to dream; as long as you dare to wish; as long as you have the love burning in your chest; as long as you truly feel like yourself; as long as you celebrate life; trust me, they will come and get you. they can smell you. they can actually find you by tracking the fighting spirit inside you. they will come in many forms; the forms you can't resist; the people you can't deny; the needs you must fulfill; the reality you can't avoid. they will come. will you be there with me to defeat this machine? will you hold my hands to make me strong? will you help me trick the master computer of life? or will you stand on the other side; let their tentacles grab me and just watch me burn? i had a nice weekend breakfast. i had.
After they pointed their fingers straight to my face,
and all eyes on me,
i begun to think
that maybe i've really lost my mind.
Perhaps,
everything i ever believed
and dreamed
were so wrong mislead.
And perhaps,
anything they've doctrined
and said
were the truth instead.
So help me God,
coz i'm dying this time.
So help me God,
take me out of my karma crime.
and all eyes on me,
i begun to think
that maybe i've really lost my mind.
Perhaps,
everything i ever believed
and dreamed
were so wrong mislead.
And perhaps,
anything they've doctrined
and said
were the truth instead.
So help me God,
coz i'm dying this time.
So help me God,
take me out of my karma crime.