3/27/2005

throw yourself out of your shell and see for yourself that the world is even closer than you think, because there are zillions of shells out there and if you don't mark your way really hard, you'll be running out of space real soon real soon

ROCKSTARR drank his coffee @ 11:54 PM

3/24/2005

Did you see the empty cross? Where did the man go? Did you see him walk away? He's been dead for three days, and there's no way he could possibly went down the wooden cross unless someone let him free. Did you? [happy easter]

ROCKSTARR drank his coffee @ 1:35 AM

3/23/2005

It's not the community or the conspiracy.

It's not the popularity or the beauty.

It's not even the casualty or the catastrophy.

It's always the same smirking ugly face,

that every now and then consumes the space

inside your brain,

and collapse your days to agony.

...

It's the devil within,

yes indeed,

so help you Lord,

it's the devil within.

ROCKSTARR drank his coffee @ 1:26 AM

3/19/2005

It's almost one a.m. and i'm driving solo, measuring the dark steady in fifty kilos... steady in fifty kilos. The distance grew short, my cigarette went dead, and the streets calmly ended. It's somewhere one a.m. and i'm sleeping solo, realizing your beautiful disarray while we are 3 songs away... 3 songs away. [made after a lonely drive around aftermidnight]

ROCKSTARR drank his coffee @ 1:46 AM

3/17/2005

MEMO
[song & lyric by deanbenitez]
Tiada kata terucap tatkala hati ungkap segala rasa
membawa kita berdua kepada penghujung duka.
Mungkinkah seharusnya cerita kita akan berbeda jua
'pabila kita berdua mampu lewati semua cobaan itu?
Biar Sang Waktu mengungkapkan
apa yang semestinya jadi yang terbaik bagi kita.
Jangan pernah sesali yang t'lah terjadi antara dua jiwa
biarlah sisa kenangan tersimpan di sudut ruang hatimu.
Semoga pada lain jumpa
kita 'kan mampu memadamkan luka masa lalu kita.
(dedicated to every past stories which had inspired my music 'till now)

ROCKSTARR drank his coffee @ 12:14 AM